You made the decision. Then the 3D stayed quiet, so you checked again. You looked for a message, a sign, a sale, a change in their behavior—and called the absence of immediate evidence a problem.
The checking is the old identity asking to be reassured
Your work is not to bully yourself into never noticing circumstances. It is to stop using every circumstance as a vote on who you are. The version of you who knows does not need the outside world to repeat the decision back every hour.
Stop checking. Stop chasing. Start becoming.
Return to the identity, not the evidence. Ask what is true about you if the desire is already decided—then let that answer shape your attention, standards, and next move.